Just wanted to blog a little before I go in. My head is not in a fog now and will be later today and for several days after.
Today is the halfway mark. Today is my last nasty AC treatment. The "red" stuff. THANK GOD!!!!! I hope on all hopes that today goes smoothly. That nothing funny happens with the IV. I really don't want a port. And have been fine thus far.
I have gotten very used to the cycle of every two weeks feeling like shit. But I will be really stoked here on out for every treatment date as it approaches. Knowing I am one less to my end date.
I so want my life back. Very emotional every time I say or write that. I want to run, I want to exercise. I want to be able to take vitamins, eat raw sushi (my favorite food) and just feel like my body is my own. I will never again take these things for granted. Nor will I take my friends, my family, my job. I am so blessed. I just want to feel normal or whatever normal now is again.
Gotta go get ready. Super excited to hang out with Shelli and Cooper in the infusion room. Breakfast, coffee and chemo. Hmmmm. Odd pairing.
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