So I am writing what hopefully will be my last blog entry in fight like a girl. What was my fight. Is now my journey. Not much more to say than that. Out of the mess of last year. And although there is more I can do as a western medical guinea pig. I am opting to say enough is enough. I am still being monitored by my oncologist, testing, scans, GYN follow ups. But the drugs & treatments, clinical trials...no more. They got everything. I went through 6 months of crap. Not really hell. Just ick. And I want my body back. I want my mind back. I am not opting for the tamoxifin. Which seems crazy. But I just feel institutionalized. And I need to clear my mind and go the naturopathic route.
I feel great. I turn 30 this year. Which I cannot believe. But it is true and part of my acceptance will stem from my journey from flabby to back in shape. My new blog details the 160 days of exercise and self rediscovery leading up to September 8th 2010.
Not sure how long it will take as I am still not quite back to normal after chemo. Body & hormones are not fully kickin' again. But I need to perservere. Might take longer than it would've before chemo to lose the weight and get my groove back. But I am in it and not going to give up.
Much love,
Becky
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